Monthly Archives: September 2020

First law of thermodynamics: energy cannot be created or destroyed, only converted. Which in me seems to translate to “your body needs all your energy just to semi-function; there is none left for anything else”. It’s rough right now. I’m very tired, all the time. I’ve been keeping a written record of my symptoms andContinue reading “Conservation of Energy”

It was R U OK day, and I am not okay. My mental health is in a weird place. My depression and anxiety are in a better place than they used to be, because I’m in a stable, supportive living situation and I’m in treatment. My BPD is pretty decently managed. But 2020 is beingContinue reading “What Is OK Anyway?”

As anybody know knows me is aware, I am fat. I’m what we call fatty fatty fat fat aka “morbidly obese”, for a variety of reasons. Some of these reasons are my “fault” (although I think ascribing fault to health stuff is a short walk down a bad path); I made terrible food choices whenContinue reading “The Unbearable Weight of Weight”